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Sign my death slip
I am known as a dying dream,
I am a female
I have many interests including biting, blood, reading, writing poetry and stories, reading, talking to my friends, fire (even though I'm a fire fighter), giving advice, being there, anime, video games, riding four wheelers, riding horses, animals, nature, soccer, football, swimming, photography, music (playing and listening), moshing, meeting people, and the list goes on... I have a wide range of interests.
"The world is a stage"--Shakespere Life is like a play, all the people are actors, some are better at acting then others, while others are not. Either or every play has things going on behind the curtains, and wheter you wish to show the audience that or not is entierly up to you. I however, wish the world to see only what I put on the stage... I will never show behind the curtains to none. I will always keep a smile on my face, and I will always act... there is no changing this... the world will never know me, and I won't let them.
I adopted a cute lil' death fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!
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Go to your realm .:.:.
How it all appears .:.:. Run from my shadowy world .:.:.
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DeadlyRose666
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Name: Deadly Location: Please select..., United States Birthday: 4/27/1988 Gender: Female
Interests: Common: Rp, making websites, video games, skateing (all kinds), horseback riding, music and playing music on guitar or clarinet, playing drums in a band (learning), snowboarding (learning), reading, designing landscapes, soccer, being short, planning on taking over the world, discovering the phobia for tall people, getting in trouble at the mall, and volunteering at the Felton Fire Company, going to calvary and moshing and pissing preps off by tripping them, insulting the damn posers, writing poetry, drawing pictures, photography, and um...and many other things -shrugs-
Occupation- Playing drums in a band that my friends started called Five Blind Souls or Demonic Elves Expertise: Clarinet, basic landscape desinging and webpage desiginging, bitching, arguing, being stubborn, and well... maybe not an EXPERT yet, but being a short goalie, writing poetry, photography (looking into getting a camera with a microlens!), and well anything art like. Occupation: Student Industry: Art
Message: message meEmail: email me Website: visit my website AIM: D3adlyRos3 MSN: AngelBaby001122@hotmail.com
Member Since:
6/14/2004
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| The laziness has temporarily left... I made a new site... check it out
http://www.xanga.com/poison_in_your_veins
check it out now shexi's... or... the boogeyman will eat your liver | | |
| Well... being the lazy person I am... I decided to just write on here till I feel like actually working on a new xanga. Heh. ^.^;; Anyways, nothing new happened today... I have to be careful what I write obviously because my parents like reading through here... so yea... hi to them since I know they're reading to see what more I wrote about them. v.v
Woke up this morning in a lot of pain, I had a hard time walking and moving around again, and I have a feeling my doctor is screwing me up. -.- I really don't like him. So I stayed home, layed around... was bored most of the time and now I'm about to leave and play bloodrayne... I'm stuck on this part with the queen of the underworld. -.- Stupid giant spiders, I HAVE ENOUGH PROBLEMS WITH REGULAR ONES!!! >.< I hate spiders. >.<
Ace came over today to pick up his memory card which I kept forgetting to give back to him.. but I was happy that I at least got to see him for 2 minutes. My grandma said it was just an excuse. -.- Do parents ever figure that not EVERYTHING is an excuse?
Last night was fun... Jenn and I went to Tony's to get forty hot pink flamingo's then we went two houses down the road and put them in the peoples yard. It was funnier because it was pouring down rain and freezing cold, and they were home! But yea, we didn't get caught, we just got extreamly cold and wet. We also got lost trying to find the house and discussed how we hate our parents... and I think we possibly freaked out Tony's dad. haha. That was great. We were talking about this one guy at school and how we are moving out next year in a trailer. lmao. Who knows.
Parents are on my case about college and me missing so much school. If I didn't get sick, I wouldn't miss... but it's not my fault the doctor told me to stay out of school for being contagious... if I went in, they'd probably yell at me for being there while I'm contagious.
Umm... lets see... what else to write... HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY ALYSE!!!
Well, that's it... so... goodbye my shexi's.
DeadlyRose@+++ I forced a smile then pinned it down, Now I can't look sad without that frown, Complete the mask add to the lies, No one realizes my slow demise. | | |
| -stares at my xanga- Wow... I haven't been here... in... well... forever... time to move on... I'll miss this name.
I'm going to get a new xanga... so please... if anyone remembers me... go to it | | |
| OK WILL SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHAT IS WRONG WITH CUDDLING WITH YOUR BOYFRIEND ON A COUCH!?!?!?!
Somehow I'm a "sleezy whore" because Ace and I were on the couch and sorta laying down, sorta not, he had his arm around me, I had my head on his chest, and I was sleeping... my grandma walked in and told me nad him to knock it off. WE WERE NOT TOUCHING EACHOTHER IN WEIRD WAYS, WE WERE NOT KISSING, WE WERE SLEEPING!!!!
-.- Now my cousin is saying stuff and my aunt is yelling at me... so someone... please tell me what I did wrong. -.- Because I really am at a lost for words because somehow I got yelled at for not having a b/f, now I have one and I'm getting yelled at... can I do ANYTHING right?! -.- GRRR.
On a brighter side of things...
I applied at Red Lobster... I had to take a test... a 1 hour test... -.-
Good news... I PASSED! Now I need an interview then the job! I hope I get it, I pray to Goddess I get it.
Bad news...
Ace is a Christian nut. -.- He's driving me crazy... so... yea. lol. We'll see how much we really care for eachother when two opposing religions are together. lol....
While deleting my history I found something disturbing on my dads comp... -shudders-
DeadlyRose-- @+++ Cut my life into pieces, this is my last resort | | |
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Life sucks, then you die... why waste time wallowing in misery?
Because... parents make sure you're miserable, and siblings ensure that
you can never smile.
Went to the fair on sunday, my wallet was taken from me... most likely
by my sister. I told her to hang on to it along with two of my friends
cellphones... somehow they got their cellphones back... my wallet went
missing. -.- (I had no pockets that's why I didn't hold on to it
myself) It's weird, usually I just stuff things into Ace's pocket, but
not this time. Anyways, I can't drive until I go to DMV and get another
liscense. -.- So my family got into a huge argument. Also, I was
supposed to leave at 11:30... well, I had to go to the bathroom and so
did Ace and we left at 10:50... finally found the bathrooms, then after
that we sat down and just relaxed because our feet were hurting and I
was freezing cold from deciding to run around in the storm. -.- My dad
saw us and started yelling, then we found my wallet missing... and
yea...
suprisingly... I wasn't in trouble the next day. o.o;;
My grandma's wallet was then missing, and she blamed my sister, who
turned the blame on me and Ace... and yea... big argument over that...
Ace was over thursday, and his mom was going to get him around 11:30
that night... she got stuck at the fair and picked him up at 1:30 am...
my parents were mad... AGAIN.
My grandma flipped out because I fell asleep with my head on his
chest... she acts like I'm a whore. -.- I don't go around with other
guys like my sister... or trick guys into thinking I love them to turn
around after they like me and tell them I don't like them. -.- I hate
her... why am I related to a wigger whore who thinks she can beat me
up!? I want to beat her up, but I'm not allowed because then I can't do
anything or see anyone. -.- Sigh...
Well, gotta go before I'm in MORE trouble. -.-
This rose is deadly, but it shall not die... only kill and enjoy the pain...
DeadlyRose
P.S. ooo I think she confessed to stealing.... I hear more yelling....
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